"Well if u wanted honesty
that's all u had to say to me
i never want to let u down or have u go
its better of this way
For all the dirty looks
the photographs ur boyfriend took
remeber wen u broke ur foot from jumping off the second floor?
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
U wear me out
What will it take to show u that its is not the life it seems?
I've told u time and time again, u sing the words
but dunno wat it means
to be a joke and look
another line without a hook
I held u close for the last time as we both shook for the last time
take a good hard look
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
U wear me out
For all the dirty looks
The photographs ur boyfriend took,
U said u read me like a book, but the pages are all torn and frayed
I'm okay
I'm okay
I'm okay
I'm okay now
But u really need to listen to me
Because im telling u the truth
I mean this I'm okay
Trust Me!
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
Well im not okay
I'm not O-Fucking-kay
Well I'm not okay"
- My Chemical Romance-
i like this song...i've said it b4...its a nice song...for all the angsty teenagers...haha...relates to how we feel wen we r not OK!!! i noe...im soo tired rite now...i've not gone out for days...i dunno why i chose to stay home...im not sure...i cud have gone out these few days instead i chose to stay home...why?! its so not normal...dammit...i miss the sun...n rite now my brain is all messed up... haha...im such a confused teenager!!" u gotta help me out!"...who is the "u"? i dunno...everyone n anyone who cares....hahaha...like i care...i dunno why...but i suddenly feel like my personality is changing....hahah...i dunno why...maybe its a stupid mood swing.....since wen did i not care?! i always care...well actually dun care abt my life...i care abt everything but my life? why?...cuz stuff is always too complicated to xplain...why? cuz i complicate things...why? i dunno...life is juz like dat...well..i made it like dat...its part of me to make things look n seem difficult...wen actually its juz sooo easy...wats up with me?!
